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- I am sorry -

To Dea, [person that I respect]

I’m so sorry for disturbing your life. I know that I’ve made a big mistakes to you. I know that I’m not a good person. I know that I’m selfish. I know that I’m a bad girl. I’m sorry with I’ve done to you. I’m never think to make you hurt. I’m never think to make you cry. but,Can you give me a space for me to redeem my fault. There is only one thing that I ask from you……and I know,it’s maybe hard for you to do it. But, I really need it from you and only that thing will make me calm. If not, I will never forgive myself. It just for the first and for the last I ask it from you…

                                                  Please Dea….FORGIVE ME !

            Perhaps, It’s so hard for you to do that, never mind..but, listen this……..

You can talk anything about me.I don’t care at all because I know, everything that happened is cause of me.So, it’s your rights if you don’t want forgive me, wanna hate me, make me as your enemy, talk something bullshit about me and what so ever…I allow you to do anything that you want.But, I’m begging & really hope that you can always LOVING Mohd.Syafiq Bin Mohd.Badri forever.

As you know, if I was facing a death, the last sentence that I wanna say to you is

                                            ” We’re just a Best FRIENDS “

                                                                 FULL STOP!